Indistinct Mumblings of an Unsound Mind

Was pretty bad. I said some awful stuff, and it was an extreme low-point on the downward spiral that has become me since I changed medications. This morning I was ok, but I’m fearful that it will all come back as soon as I take it again. So I’m not.

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Last night I explained to Kayla that I don’t think our relationship is ever going to function. The simple truth is that I want stability. Not financial stability or anything like that: I just want to know that my partner is going to be there for the long-haul. Good times, bad times – it shouldn’t really matter.   Read More …

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Today I cleaned up the house. Lots of house-cleaning. Then I played with my kids. We had pizza for dinner. Lots of pizza. Today was a day of excess. I will pay for it tomorrow, I’m sure. Kayla spent the afternoon at the old apartment cleaning up. I headed back there when she came home and   Read More …

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Once again, it has been confirmed for me that I am second-rate. Nothing I ever do will be good enough, and there nothing I can do about it. It really gets to me, considering I’m the one that puts up with her wide-array of personality issues, distrust, and mood-swings on a day to day basis.   Read More …

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So, almost everything is over here. All of my stuff is here, and so is most of Kayla’s. All the animals are here, despite the new apartment still not being entirely cleaned and/or repaired. Oh well. Kayla is going on vacation from the 18th to the 25th of July. She will be in Virginia. Also:   Read More …

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